The truth is the last couple weeks I have been going through some debilitating anxiety.
I feel like it has to do with the fact that I have packed my schedule to the brim along with some family stuff ( which isn’t my story to tell at the moment but maybe sometime soon ). The combination of my calendar being overwhelming & the family stuff has just been a lot for some reason.
I go through seasons with anxiety.
It’s funny like that, you know.
One minute you feel completely normal & then a random ( Monday ) you will wake up…feeling ‘off.’
This morning particularly I noticed that the feeling was creeping in. The anxiousness has been hanging out, like I said, for the last couple months but today it just really set in.
Again: the combo of the jammed packed schedule with the family shit sent me over the edge.
This isn’t some woe is me, I feel so sorry for myself blog post.
It’s just about my personal experience with anxiety.
I’ve had it for as a long as remember; I don’t know what caused it. I mean, I’m an anxious person naturally & there have definitely been events in my life that have exasperated the feeling, but I don’t know the root of where it originated.
Sometimes my anxiety is crippling. I literally get so anxious I need an outlet…ASAP. Ultimately, if I’m not in control, I freak the F out.
So over the past five years I’ve really, really tried to channel my anxious personality towards positive outlets.
Anything productive: writing a blog post, working out, cooking/baking, being with my BF/babes, getting a massage, teaching a Pilates class, snuggling with the most gorgeous girl in the world AKA Pixy, &/or enjoying a cold beer ( ya, sue me! ). Annnnnd typically those things really help quell it— but still. It’s always there looming over me like an annoying, butthole black cloud.
& BTW I’m not into pill popping ( like, thanks but no thanks! ). So sleep, herbs, healthy eating, & exercise ( running in …
Getting a lot of questions on why the fuck I ate my placenta. What better way to explain the whole thing than with an in-depth blog post.
My birth story is coming, but in my meantime I just wanted to explain why you guys are seeing my placenta pills all over my Instagram Stories.
First off, you should know that I am not a doctor. Surprise surprise. I’m just sharing my experience & my story & why I decided to eat this ugly creature ( it really is super unfortunate looking ). PLEASE do your own research- there are two sides to every coin, but for me, the pros outweighed the cons.
Secondly, I had a doula who was amazing & changed the energy of the room during my delivery. She was incredible. We talked a lot about the benefits of eating my placenta, & she is the one who took …
On the episode we sit down with Alice Little, America’s highest earning legal sex worker. We dive deep into the world of legal sex work & the common misconceptions around the profession.
Alice also goes into a day in the life as a legal sex work at the Moonlight Bunny Ranch in Reno, Nevada. She also talks about some of the clientele at the Bunny Ranch & how sex education is behind in many parts of the world.
If you haven’t listened yet, be sure to. It’s such a good one.
As a woman who supports women, I think it’s important to support ALL women & their causes, whatever that may be. After talking with Alice on the podcast, I learned so much about her life & what a hustler she is. She’s smart, savvy, well-read, & she’s the perfect person to …